So little time before LO arrives ... and so much to do..

Aside from the nesting that has just set in and things I have to get for Moriah, I have other things that need to be done before her arrival.. Its annoying because I really dont have the time nor money to do them right now. My car is on its final rope, I need to either trade it in and get another car or buy a new engine.. Its frustrating because either way me and DH will be putting out money that we didnt want to let go of at this time. So we have to figure out what we are going to do by the end of this month, b/c my tags expire on my car.. UGH!!!!!!! Its just so frustrating!

Today, we go to get possibly our last ultrasound before baby Moriah gets here.. which is only in 4 more weeks! YAY! They will be checking her size. I cant wait to see her again today! I miss her soooo much! I know that she has gotten really big b/c she hardly has any room at all to move around in there.. I can literally feel her when she moves her head and hands in my pelvic area.. it feels sooo weird! lol! But it doesnt matter b/c I love her sooooo much! :D

Weekend RECAP;Got my Car..Got a shot..Tired..Got to go to school!

Finally got my car back and she runs smooooooth! I LOVE my Honda!!! My DH wanted to take it from me.. I was like N-O! lol!!! not after my looong 6 months of not having it at ALL! My goodness how I missed my car!

So we went to Elizabeth NJ with our church last night.. Not bad going up but coming home was crazy!!! Wait let me take that back! b/c on our way up there we hit MAJOR conjestion then we got there and it was a store front church (not that its a bad thing) but there was no AC! Well they had one in the top of the door when you walked in but when you went in the sanctuary.. u started to sweat like u were in a sweat shop! LOL! Now dont get me wrong.. the preaching and teachings of my Bishop were on point as usual but just that hot stuffyness was not cool!! LOL! Even one of their speakers blew! and if you ever been around one then you would know what that odor is like! YUK! I thought I was gonna PUKE!! AUGH!!! Any how.. we got home somwhere close to the midnight hour and I had my dr. appt this morning @ 730am!

So I got my BW done to check my progest. still waitng for the call bck for those results..

God I want so bad to be pregnant... please see my heart and desire for children!

Tonight after I get off from work.. still have to run to my school to get everything ready for next week when I start! YAY!!! :D

So that is def. exciting for me and something to look forward too.. Also, I have a short week.. Im off on Friday! OH YEAH!!! its our convocation AND I take my blood PG test too! So PLEASE LORD show me FAVOR!!!! and everyone keep me in your prayers and good wishes.. Feel free to start from now! I want that Favor to come upon my life! I pray God sees it fit for it to happen NOW!!!!!!!

** UPDATE**

MY MOOD IS BACK TO GLUM... AND IM SERIOUSLY STARTING TO DISLIKE AND DISPISE PREGNANT WOMEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE LITTLE BABIES.. ITS REALLY STARTING TO SET IN B/C IM HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME.. WHY ME LORD? WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS STRUGGLE AMUNG OTHER THINGS THAT I HAVE TO ENDURE?! ITS NOT FAIR..!!!! IM TIRED OF THIS! I HAVE FAITH BUT IM STILL TIRED PHYSICALLY AND ITS GETTING TO ME.. SO I HAD TO GET ANOTHER INJECTION! WHATEVER! IM JUST READY FOR MY BLESSING TO COME.. IM SERIOUSLY WANTING TO BE DONE W/ THIS.. AND POSSIBLY GETTING AN IUI.. IF THAT WILL WORK.. I HAVE A CONSULT W/ MY RE ON FRIDAY.. WE WILL SEE..

Vrrooom... Vrroooommm... VRROOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!

( Not my car actually.. but a picture of the closest one online that I found)

I get my car back on friday!!! YAY!!! I miss my Honda! Driving one car has its advantages and disadvantages.. its good b/c it saves gas and I get to spend time w/ my DH.. but its hard when we have appointments or have to do different things or wait for one of us for school or work! UGH!!! it can get frustrating then! ... but im glad that we will have a choice now to ride together or what not! YAY!!!!! Its been since Feburary of this year 6 WHOLE months! haha!! half of a YEAR! WOW! SoooOOOooo when I go to my appt on Friday I will be driving my own car!!! YIPEEE!!! I miss it!

BTW.. what was wrong with it was that I messed up the engine.. I busted some gaskets?!? (i dont know what that means.. but its expensive!)

Oh yeah... and I had to cancel my Appt with my RE consultation.. more because of the money situation w/ the co pays being $30.00 each visit... so now I am just waitng for my progesterone to be checked on friday and monday and go back on friday for my bw preg. test.. if im not preggers then ill reschedule the appt for the consult w/ the dr.. im just so ready to be preggers.. I am praying that the Lord hears my desires and will come through for me..

Please, Lord Please,.. I declare In my life a child! In the name of Jesus!

Oh yeah... forgot to say..yesterday I wanted to take a preg test.. (just because) yah, yah.. i know its too early and the HcG may give me a false positive but I just HAD to do it b/c I just wanted to see a positive on a preg test.. I never did after all the tests that Ive had and I just wanted to see it for once.. so anyway, I took it! lol! a cheap one from a dollor store.. but I did see a faint pos.. sorry couldnt post it... didnt have a camera to take the pic.. but it was there.. now I am not too excited about it as I explained to reasoning above.. but I at least felt a little joy and it gave me hope that I may just be pregnant! Oh! that would be sooo lovely! I am soo ready to be a mommy! I cant wait!! I want my baby!! :)
Thank you Lord!