OHHHH NoooOOOooo!!! I didn't want this to happen.. not with this doctor at least. But alas it has. I was FORGOTTEN!!! See this is my story.. I have always wanted a baby for as long as I could remember as a child and still do even more. So now that I am married and doing it the right way and nothing is happening that takes a toll on someone. Soooo you would think that the Dr.'s would care about how you feel and that this is just not working for you with the time but noooooo they don't.. They make me feel like they just don't care sometimes.. having to wait 6 months to find out that the whole time that my one of my tubes is blocked is totally unacceptable!!!! Its ridiculous! Thanks for hurting someone.. I hope u get paid a lot for destroying the hope that that 6 months had for a loving couple! It really does hurt.. :(
As I said before I can wait on Gods timing but it is not an easy thing to do. I know that all the set backs and everything else that comes in front of us is only God because only He can allow anything to happen. As a human it is hard and easily said than done.
Just to let you know what sparked this today I will talk about it now. Well I call my RE to get results from my glucose test and my DH's analysis. After playing phone tag they finally got a hold of me and told me that they don't go over any results with me and it will be given at my consultation with the RE when all the tests are complete. Okay that's cool I say but when do I meet with my RE.... hmmmmmmm.. well that will be after I do an edometrial biopsy and also a post-coital test WHICH WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO ME ALREADY!!! BUT THEY FORGOT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!! I am so pissed about that! I specifically asked for a followup appointment to be made when I was done my last appointment and they specifically told me that I would have to wait and someone would call me and contact me to tell me what to do next. I told the Nurse this and she said that I was supposed to follow the worksheet they gave me.. BUT I DID!~ I am the one who has to call after a week to find out what else I have to do because I have no idea on when I'm going to get a call or anything.. I'm floating in space waiting for a call to come back! this is just crazy!!
Now please don't get me wrong, I'm not a brat or one of those people who HAS to have it their way.. but after waiting so long for something that comes so naturally to some takes so long for me then on top of that have been lied to about results and not come up front with when questions are asked.. So I feel like I'm running out of time and its crucial to me. My wish and prayer is to be pregnant with our blessing by the end of this year and I really don't want to waste time. Everything works in Gods timing but this is sincerely my prayer to Him.
So anyway, I got an appointment for this Friday for a pregnancy test to make sure I am not pregnant before they start back up with the tests that they FORGOT TO SCHEDULE ME FOR! Oh how I pray that when I go on Friday that that pregnancy test says that I am pregnant.. Oh I would be elated!! I cant wait!!! but if not I wont be upset .. I will follow thru and I have definitely learned my lesson on waiting on people. I will bug the mess out of those people until they get me pregnant! LOL! if that is the way I have to be then I will do it! and I wont feel bad about it AT ALL!
I PRAY EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT!!
As I said before I can wait on Gods timing but it is not an easy thing to do. I know that all the set backs and everything else that comes in front of us is only God because only He can allow anything to happen. As a human it is hard and easily said than done.
Just to let you know what sparked this today I will talk about it now. Well I call my RE to get results from my glucose test and my DH's analysis. After playing phone tag they finally got a hold of me and told me that they don't go over any results with me and it will be given at my consultation with the RE when all the tests are complete. Okay that's cool I say but when do I meet with my RE.... hmmmmmmm.. well that will be after I do an edometrial biopsy and also a post-coital test WHICH WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO ME ALREADY!!! BUT THEY FORGOT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!! I am so pissed about that! I specifically asked for a followup appointment to be made when I was done my last appointment and they specifically told me that I would have to wait and someone would call me and contact me to tell me what to do next. I told the Nurse this and she said that I was supposed to follow the worksheet they gave me.. BUT I DID!~ I am the one who has to call after a week to find out what else I have to do because I have no idea on when I'm going to get a call or anything.. I'm floating in space waiting for a call to come back! this is just crazy!!
Now please don't get me wrong, I'm not a brat or one of those people who HAS to have it their way.. but after waiting so long for something that comes so naturally to some takes so long for me then on top of that have been lied to about results and not come up front with when questions are asked.. So I feel like I'm running out of time and its crucial to me. My wish and prayer is to be pregnant with our blessing by the end of this year and I really don't want to waste time. Everything works in Gods timing but this is sincerely my prayer to Him.
So anyway, I got an appointment for this Friday for a pregnancy test to make sure I am not pregnant before they start back up with the tests that they FORGOT TO SCHEDULE ME FOR! Oh how I pray that when I go on Friday that that pregnancy test says that I am pregnant.. Oh I would be elated!! I cant wait!!! but if not I wont be upset .. I will follow thru and I have definitely learned my lesson on waiting on people. I will bug the mess out of those people until they get me pregnant! LOL! if that is the way I have to be then I will do it! and I wont feel bad about it AT ALL!
I PRAY EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT!!
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