
Oh yeah... and I had to cancel my Appt with my RE consultation.. more because of the money situation w/ the co pays being $30.00 each visit... so now I am just waitng for my progesterone to be checked on friday and monday and go back on friday for my bw preg. test.. if im not preggers then ill reschedule the appt for the consult w/ the dr.. im just so ready to be preggers.. I am praying that the Lord hears my desires and will come through for me..
Please, Lord Please,.. I declare In my life a child! In the name of Jesus!
Oh yeah... forgot to say..yesterday I wanted to take a preg test.. (just because) yah, yah.. i know its too early and the HcG may give me a false positive but I just HAD to do it b/c I just wanted to see a positive on a preg test.. I never did after all the tests that Ive had and I just wanted to see it for once.. so anyway, I took it! lol! a cheap one from a dollor store.. but I did see a faint pos.. sorry couldnt post it... didnt have a camera to take the pic.. but it was there.. now I am not too excited about it as I explained to reasoning above.. but I at least felt a little joy and it gave me hope that I may just be pregnant! Oh! that would be sooo lovely! I am soo ready to be a mommy! I cant wait!! I want my baby!! :)
Thank you Lord!
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