Changing Over

So this Friday will be my last appt. with my RE!! :(
I really love my RE and staff .. they are the best! and I have grown a bond with them and all.. Its just sad that I have to go now.. but its for the better.. and its a good thing.. I am now going to be going to a regular OB which I had my first visit today.. and I must say that I LOVE HER!!! She is young and soooo extra nice.. I didn't feel uncomfortable at all and she is closer to my job so it will be easier for me to go to my appts. and she has lat hours which are good too!! YAY!! I feel very optimistic and feel that this transition is going to be really smooth.

I have been getting my ultrasounds every week and got my pictures of my wonderful baby!! lol! Ill be posting them soon.. just have to scan them in my computer.. I need to get out of this procrastination mode! UGH!!

I am sometimes still in shock with my whole pregnancy.. I mean.. tracking it is unbelievable to me to show how far I have come. I am sooooooooooooo thankful and definitely blessed that the clomid worked after just one cycle. and I definitely thank GOD for Everything.. with out him... I don't know how I would of made it. I am sooo greatful unto Him! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost about 3 months now.. I will be on Thanksgiving! lol! How convenient! haha!!!
My baby's heart rate is up around 160 bpm and the baby moves around when I see it on the monitor.. I cant wait until I can tell if it is a boy or girl!!!! :) But I can def. be patient!!

I took a break... now im back

Was a little upset to find out I had a BFN took a little while to get over it.. esp when I thought that the cramping pain could have been implantation... oh the well!!
But it did take me a little longer to get back b/c I was just tired of this whole TTC thing for a while..It really takes a lot out of you! GEEZ! mentally, physically and emotinally.. Good thing that I did prepare myself for the BFN before I went in b/c I would of been a serious mess then!

So next things in effect.. met w/ my RE and he wants me to up my metformin to 2 500mg /day.. so basically 1000mg /day and also my clomid is not doubled dosages.. which is funny b/c I have not taken even the reg dosage as yet! .. Im not complaining though b/c at least ists a leap forward.. so im happy about that.. hopefully i'll have my twins! lol!!!! my boy and girl at the same time!!! YAY!! :P
But the Lord knows that I will be happy with just one too! I really hope that this is the cycle.. as I do with every other one that I have had.. but this one for sure.. b/c if not then ill be taking possibly a couple of months off due to the amount of money that is being eaten up by these $30 copays and medicine and shots that are out of pocket! Its VERY expensive and we havent even talked about an IUI or IVF!!! and my insurance doesnt cover this so thats going to be crazy if we have to go there.. but prayerfully we wont have to.

I have to meet w/ this weight management at my RE's thats recommended to all PCOS patients who are overweight.. but I am not trying to spend $50 to have someone tell me what to eat and to workout! lol! i know i have to work out.. im actually going to start working out on my mom's treadmill that she let me borrow last night.. and that another $50 that I do not have! LOL!
So ill be possibly cancelling that appt.. esp since I wont have the money for it .. this will be my second time cancelling b/c I just dont have the money for it! GEEZ! my RE really wants me to meet w/ her too.. but I feel bad b/c of the money and I REALLY dont have it like that..