Today and Tomorrow

ABOVE ( Just an image I saw in my mind yesterday and wanted to post something similar to what I saw)

Went to get my BW and US done today. US showing my follicle getting BIGGER!!! I saw that sucker as soon as they went in w/ the probe! lol!!! It went from like 10cm to 18cm in about 4 days!!! lol! they also said that my wall lining is thickening!! so it looks like I'm surely going to O this month!! YAY for meee!!! but its still (according to the dr's) not normal at the cycle that I'm on only CD#6.. they say its something that should happen around CD#14 and on.... ( shrugging shoulders)

Anyhow they did my BW and show that my hormones are supporting my follicle but just no LH charge as yet.. so they want me and DH to do some BDing tonight and then come in tomorrow morning for more BW and I guess do a post coital test on me at that time.. I dont know.. but what I do know is that these appts. are hurting my pockets SERIOUSLY!!! esp. since each visit is like $30!! lol! b/c of my co pay .. but if its going to give me my blessing then I am okay with it. I just need it to come on! lol!!!!!

Love you God!! ;0)

Be Careful of what you ask for..... and other stuff!

LOL! yeah I'm complaining now b/c its like my AF is taking literally FOREVER to finish.. I need to meditate... huuuuuummmmmmmm.... huuuuuuuuummmmm.... huuuuuuuuuuummmmmm...huuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmm :0)

Okay I'm good now! so I get a call from my RE and they tell me that my insurance is not covering my bills b/c they say that this is a pre-existing condition! LIARS! I just got diagnosed with PCOS in July (last month) and have never seen a Doc for these problems because no one would take the time to properly diagnose me!!! My Goodness!!! I guess that waiting was going to be b/c of this insurance problem from when I didn't receive any help with my situation because in order for them to review my coverage I have to get 6 months of my prev records from my primary phys and from this doctor for them to realize that I didn't have any previous condition! oh!!! But God is good and I remembered His goodness and that he is faithful to those who are faithful in Him. So I stopped worrying and started to place all my worries and cares in His hands because He has this! I Love the Lord! Its a comfort that all things will be alright. Even though sometimes we can get wrapped up in the worries of this world its good to know that there is someone else there that is able to handle this all and will take our burdens if we just give it to Him! I love Him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!

I love my family, my husband ( I can never say that too much) My mom and dad and sisters( same with them) .. and of course my friends and close supporters!

UUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuugGGGGhhhHHH!!!

STILL NO AF!!! WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON .. ITS BEEN 5 DAYS SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FEELING THE SIDE EFFECTS BUT STILL NOT EVEN A SPOT! GOOD GREIF! I KNOW IM SUPPOSED TO BE PATIENT.. BUT WHY IS IT NOT COMING?????????

****SORRY... JUST HAD TO VENT!! ****

Anywhoo... to build my spirits I think that I will enlighten your vision with some baby stuff that I have seen so far that has caught my attentions.. bedding for her ...

bedding for him...

bedding for both...

.... If I have the time I'll probobly post some of the cribs that I like.....

Happy Monday to all!

I am finally finished my provera as of 8/1/08! WHOOO HOOO!! Now just patiently waiting for AF. Have felt a little pressure as if it is going to start soon but still nothing as yet. (geez.. who would of thought that I would be happy to get my AF!!!) go figure!! lol! I just know that I want to start my clomid! I am just being patient because I KNOW that its going to happen. My prayer is that on my first round of clomid and metformin that I will conceive. I LOVE children and babies. They are so wonderful, precious and beautiful!

Heeeelllo All! :D

Yes I AM quite chipper today... even though I have returned from work from my fabulous getaway vacation I am in good spirits. Well the trip was wonderful, it was very spiritual and uplifting and RELAXING!!! I didn't get my AF the whole time I was there but it didn't stress me out. I just enjoyed the time I had and went swimming and chilled out.
So let me get right to it.. I called my RE and told them that I haven't gotten my AF as yet and its been well over a month.. They rushed me in this morning to see me and got blood work done also and ultrasound and finally had a semi consult with my DR. Turns out I am not ovulating at all (which I already figured out) and have officially been diagnosed with PCOS. SoooOOooo the magical words of medication came across and guess what!!! I will be starting Clomid soon!!!! WOOHOO!!!! RING THE ALARMS!!! this is def. an exciting moment for me b/c I have been talking about this drug for about a year now! haha!!! My RE is going to start me on Provera to get my AF started and also I'm going to start with Metformin then on like the 3rd day of my AF I will be starting on clomid!! YAY MEEEE!!! I'm getting closer and closer to my blessing!!!!!!!

Side bar... while we were away on vaca we stopped @ a mall I LOVE going into motherhood... looked at a couple clothes and I was going to buy a dress there.. but didn't.. I like it b/c it gives me some hope of what is to come.. but I am loving the fact that I had some good news at my appointment today. I truly thank God about this appointment, and knowing that He can fix any situation makes me have some type of sanity! I am SOOOO excited yall!!! :D

I may be posting pics of baby stuff that I would want... just for the fun of it... I love looking at babies r us!! (snicker)